I cant let go
Yes i no, you will probebly read this. but im going to just pour my heart out anyway.
Ebonee Laura Visser,
This as been the most amazing 6months of my life. we have had a bumpy ride. with you moving away and all. i thought we would last forever,
then i made the most fucked up mistake i have ever made. and our relationship was lost. but in the end, everything just reminds me of the amazing times we have shared. you made it worth getting up in the morning, just reading txts from you made my day. i just have no idea what i am going to anymore, this isnt a guilt trip of any sort. i just cant picture us not together, we seemed so perfect together, i guess we tried to work this out, sometimes things are unfixable. I know how i feel about you, and will always feel about you, your the only girl ive ever loved with ALL MY HEART AND SOUL, i just dont want to let you go. its to hard from all the things we have been through, i just want to be back together with you. but i guess we cant have what we want. i would kill to be able to see you, i cant even write how i fell about you, i cant see properly cause my tears are bluring my vision. After 6 wonderful months, it came to breaking point, i fucking hate this, i just want you. but i guess no matter what i say or do will change the fact that this has all happened, i hope we can work this out soon, and be back together stronger than ever and ready to takle this head on. i could write more, but ill leave it for when we talk next
I love you forever and always my beautiful girl, the only thing i regret is causing this whole thing to happen.
I guess im asking already, please take me back
We shall see. This will be my last post tumblr.
Goodbye and goodluck